A fading smile in the darkness Clowning through the night Oblivious to blinding truth The purest true delight Blinkered to the spotlight Loving what wasn’t mine Falling down from pedestal…

Glaring in the flashlight All eyes are on me An isolated focus Encircling over me   Thirty second meetings Promises of fame Placed on sugar pedestal A throne of false…

Another year begins now One more since you left The memories grow older A heart that’s so bereft Your smile it simply vanished Died with beating heart The daily struggle…